GOD IS IN THE DETAILS - GLOTALKS SHOW - FEAR AND ANXIETY

"There is beauty behind fear and anxiety." - Gloria M.

I used to be a very anxious person. I sometimes still feel it when I'm in public or about to shoot an episode. I try my best not to give into that emotion because as much as it plays out inside, it could easily show on the outside and that doesn't translate well on camera. 

When I had to shoot the intro episode for the show, I was filled with so much anxiety. I remember answering my first question and my voice was shaking. I could feel my heartbeat in my throat. My brother, before reading the second question stopped and says : " I can hear you're nervous and anxious because your voice is shaking. Check that a little bit. Remember that this is all you. You've done this a thousand times in your room, now it's just on a bigger scale. You see the people in this room? forget they're here. This is all about you. You got this!"  I can never forget the confidence I felt in that moment. 

I remember being in the changing room and doing a little prayer asking God to calm my nerves and speak through me. That anything I say, if it doesn't edify, to stop me from saying it. I asked that He leads the interview and to remind me that I got this. That advise couldn't of came at a better time. A reminder again that God was in the details the whole time.

There is beauty behind fear and anxiety. I want you to remember that when you tune into the #GLOTALKSSHOW on 24JUN2024. I pray that the strength it took me to release it attaches itself to you as well.

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Dear God,

I am still in awe of you. I am in awe of the promises you continue to keep. As the days go by, I am watching an idea that was just an idea turn into a tangible thing. Something I can see and re-watch as many times as I want. Something I can be proud of and call my own. I asked and you answered. I am forever thankful for all that you have done so far. 



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