THERAPY SESSION S2E1 : EMPLOYED EGO

"Utilize your entourage, people are way more opened than you think" - Jessie Simmons

I remember saying that I wanted to have a baby. Not a human baby but a project. Something that I can start and finish. Something to be proud of and my prayers were answered. Lately though, my biggest challenge has been my ego. I have been battling between listening to God's voice and listening to my own voice. My own voice is filled with so much fear, doubts, and confusion and yet I keep wanting to give into it.

I met up with a great friend last week and we were catching up on all things life. I love that life has been good for the both of us and it was a breath of fresh air seeing her. As I was updating her about what life has been like lately and what I'm looking forward to, I mentioned that I liked doing things on my own and that I don't really like asking for help and burdening others because it always comes with strings attached and that's not something I subscribe to and she heard me but still told me to utilize my entourage. That people are way more opened than I think.

I wanted to talk about this because the way my ego is set up ?? HAHA! 

That quote was confirmation to stop thinking I can do it all on my own. I've talked about asking for help and how much of a journey that's been but now I have to utilize my entourage to help bring my vision to life? well, I guess I might have to! Now that I'm aware of this, it's time to start working on it. It's okay to put yourself out there and it's okay to ASK for help. what's the worst that can happen? 

Dear God,

you keep telling me over and over again to trust you and I am. I know that I fall short often by still doubting your word but you have found an outlet to communicate directly with me by bringing people into my life who's sole purpose, in the moment, is to confirm conversations I had with you in private. Although I keep sometimes doubting, I will still follow you. Every step of the way. 

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  1. Anonymous19 April 2024 at 16:07

    Girl we here to help you win 🙏🏾

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  2. Anonymous1 May 2024 at 22:52

    So good! What am going through too😅

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