4th Quarter
" When it ends somewhere, it begins elsewhere .."
When the month of December begin, I kept repeating that I needed to learn how to love the right way. A desire to open myself up completely and letting healing and love in was eating at me. Then I heard about the 21 days of fasting and prayer at my church. Now ... I am no good at fasting but I had the DESIRE for it. It was beyond me!
When I started, I felt I needed to write about it. I would open my page and begin to write and I'd close it after five minutes because honestly, there was nothing. All I had the desire to do was pray. I had daily missions to take care of. I needed to focus. These daily missions were either: forgiving, learning, accountability, passing on a message to someone, self analysis or rebuke.. no matter what it was, there was something to work on everyday.
I was on the bus on my way home one night and the title "TAG, you are it!" came to me. I wrote it down on my notepad and I wanted to elaborate on it but I did not know how to start or even where to lead it. I just knew I needed to write about it from my perspective and I didn't know where to begin so I put it off. I knew for a fact that I was going to revisit this subject so I saved it and wrote about a different subject instead.
On December 19th 2018 I heard a sermon from my Pastor, Dr. Michaux Mundala, and his theme was " Let the Yoke be broken!" I suggest you go and follow this sermon on the Facebook page of NAEC ( New Alliance Evangelical Center). But as I sat there and listened to the message, I begin to put two and two together. You know when something that you had doubts about and someone says something to trigger a response and everything becomes ... clear ? That was me. I wrote down everything that he had said and throughout the whole message, my body started feeling lightweight and my questions were being answered with each sentences and liberation was taking place. In THAT moment!
My next post will be a deep dive into the title " TAG, you are it!" but as for now, let me list you 2 things that I learned in the last quarter of this year.
1. Learn to walk in your forgiveness. You don't want to say you have forgiven and still address the subject negatively. No matter what, your truth will always come to pass just be patient.
2. Recognize when you are the problem. What comes out of your mouth started in your heart. It's not always your entourage bringing misery and bad influence, maybe it is you. Self check everything. What you think about often determines your cause of action and if it is negative learn to turn it into positive thoughts.
Dear God,
This year was a Gift from you to us.
I am so thankful for making it into a new year.
Thank you for those you kept around me.
May the glory and honor return to you
in Jesus name,
Amen!
When the month of December begin, I kept repeating that I needed to learn how to love the right way. A desire to open myself up completely and letting healing and love in was eating at me. Then I heard about the 21 days of fasting and prayer at my church. Now ... I am no good at fasting but I had the DESIRE for it. It was beyond me!
When I started, I felt I needed to write about it. I would open my page and begin to write and I'd close it after five minutes because honestly, there was nothing. All I had the desire to do was pray. I had daily missions to take care of. I needed to focus. These daily missions were either: forgiving, learning, accountability, passing on a message to someone, self analysis or rebuke.. no matter what it was, there was something to work on everyday.
I was on the bus on my way home one night and the title "TAG, you are it!" came to me. I wrote it down on my notepad and I wanted to elaborate on it but I did not know how to start or even where to lead it. I just knew I needed to write about it from my perspective and I didn't know where to begin so I put it off. I knew for a fact that I was going to revisit this subject so I saved it and wrote about a different subject instead.
On December 19th 2018 I heard a sermon from my Pastor, Dr. Michaux Mundala, and his theme was " Let the Yoke be broken!" I suggest you go and follow this sermon on the Facebook page of NAEC ( New Alliance Evangelical Center). But as I sat there and listened to the message, I begin to put two and two together. You know when something that you had doubts about and someone says something to trigger a response and everything becomes ... clear ? That was me. I wrote down everything that he had said and throughout the whole message, my body started feeling lightweight and my questions were being answered with each sentences and liberation was taking place. In THAT moment!
My next post will be a deep dive into the title " TAG, you are it!" but as for now, let me list you 2 things that I learned in the last quarter of this year.
1. Learn to walk in your forgiveness. You don't want to say you have forgiven and still address the subject negatively. No matter what, your truth will always come to pass just be patient.
2. Recognize when you are the problem. What comes out of your mouth started in your heart. It's not always your entourage bringing misery and bad influence, maybe it is you. Self check everything. What you think about often determines your cause of action and if it is negative learn to turn it into positive thoughts.
Dear God,
This year was a Gift from you to us.
I am so thankful for making it into a new year.
Thank you for those you kept around me.
May the glory and honor return to you
in Jesus name,
Amen!
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