OVERSTAYING YOUR WELCOME.

 " Don't forget the work part of whatever you are trying to manifest" - Jeff Sanon

There are few things that fuel my fear of living. Not making my parents proud; The fear of the unknown; Not being able to achieve my goals in life and overstaying my welcome anywhere. 

The fear of overstaying my welcome stems from hearing how you're talked about by those who no longer want you where you are. The defamation of character and of course we say that we don't care what people think but it does affect us at some point. *shivers* 

That's not how I'd like to start this post though. Let me start off by saying, hello. It has been a long time since we've spoken. There's a lot to catch up on but for now, I would like to formally say thank you. To those of you who have taken the time to read my posts and related to me. It truly means a lot. 

I'm pretty sure you've read the title and you just want to read the part of me explaining what the title means and why on God's green earth am I ranting about being fearful and so on and so fourth. I won't keep you here long. 

This post is just to remind anyone that reads this, that.. a set back is not the end of the world. A rejection is not the end of your lifetime and sadness or fear is not to stop you from continuing this journey you're on. Just don't get comfortable in the position you're in. 

December 2nd I received bad news. * I will share this when I'm done digesting the pros and cons* but as the news was being delivered to me I was going in and out hyperventilating because it came out of nowhere. I was truly not expecting it but it happened. After the call, I wasn't sad. I was no longer anxious. All I felt was relief. The world opened back up again and things begin to make sense all of a sudden. 

When everything around you feels like you're caving in. Just remember that it's a sign for you to branch off. Start that new idea. Start that business. Say yes to the love of your life. Begin that project but just remember, there is always work when manifesting your future plans/goals, etc... 

Dear God, 

My heart is very thankful for knowing you. I am thankful for the people and resources you've placed in front of me. I'm thankful for the gift you've given me. Although, this year had it's trials and tribulations, you've shown me just how much you want me to grow and just how precisely you've traced my path and how direct you've ordered my steps. Let that the end of this year be fruitful and multiply. For you are God, today, tomorrow and forever more.

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