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NOTICE WHERE YOU ARE GROWING.

" you're not good at doing something until you've been challenged into doing it."  This quote has been living in my head rent free for the past two weeks. I consider myself to be somewhat a jack of all trades and it amused me when I read this quote and realized just how true it really is. A good amount of efforts needs to be made before you can say you're good at doing something.  This year, I want to build a close relationship with God and to do that, a lot of changes needed to be made in order to live life the way God intends for me to live it. In the changes that I made, one thing I realized I have been doing even when I don't pay attention, is noticing my cup as half empty and not half full. This has been towing with my faith because all I can see is the negative and not much of the positive. Maybe I need some insight! I believe I mentioned that I want to become a gardener. A good one at that. I want for everything I touch to be healthy. This year I starte...

WORK WITH WHAT YOU GOT!

 " it will feel like you're at the end of the road. you will feel like you have nowhere else to turn but remember that your feelings will change. Stick to what you KNOW!" - Gloria M. The thing I want the most is being delayed and I am stuck. This thing that I want is the thing that will bring me peace. It is the one thing I am working diligently towards. I sleep/breath it. It has consumed 90% of my brain for the past year. I've made myself believe that it's the ultimate goal until further notice. But, today, it will be delayed again.  It feels like I kind of failed and I am very disappointed but how do I keep going and find a solution in the meantime?  " WORK WITH WHAT YOU GOT!" This phrase has been on repeat for the past hour and I have yet to understand what it means but I will do just that. I will work with what I got. Dear God, I know you speak to me through my circumstances. I may not understand the WHY right now but I know that I eventually will. I...