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Dear God, I am in the dark right now. Physically and metaphorically. I can't picture the end of the tunnel. I see no lights. Maybe it's because my eyes aren't used to the darkness yet. Or maybe I'm closing my eyes so tight that im fearful of opening them and be faced with reality. Either or, I don't see a hint of light anywhere and honestly, I'm scared. I'm scared but I trust you. I trust that every day that goes by, you are guiding me to the end. I know I'm not lost and I know that I can hear you. I just can't see anything. Thank you for reminding me that because you are God, my steps are ordered. Take care of me and those going through this right now not knowing how to deal with fear. Amen.

" Everyday, begin with an act of hope and courage. Getting out of bed" - Mason Cooley Let me tell you something about April; I aspire to be more like her. Actually, I think that WE, as a society should aspire to be more like April. Never overstay your welcome! Guys, we finally made it to MAY!!! *crowd cheers*. Honestly, this is my favorite month. I remember when 2020 started, I told myself that I was going to keep pushing no matter what and guess what I did? I pushed. I started off my year in the hospital. Wait. Hold on ... Before I give you a long story short, let me just open up a parenthesis because I don't get to acknowledge my support system often. [ ... I have a friend who became my sister. Her name is Vanessa Jules. My heart gets full every time I think about what she's done for little ol' me throughout the years. I want to give a big fat thank you to her. I'm not the most opened person, but she's been patient with me every step of the way. ...