Writer's photography

Pictures taken by :  Sarah Amy Jules   Location : Ottawa, Ontario , Canada. Website :  www.instagram.com/amyjulesphotography/

" First rule of healing is recognizing that you have a problem." - Unknown You know, ever since the month started, I've noticed, I lie a lot. Especially to myself. And this stems from the fear of being looked at badly and out of fear of the consequences of the truth. I would say things like " I'm going to... " then I don't. Losing complete reliability on myself and those around me. I read a post on social media that said " accountability feels like an attack when you are not ready to acknowledge how your behavior harms others " and it sat with my already sensitive feelings. This bothered me because not too long ago, I made the mistake to tell a lie and I didn't put myself in the person's shoe until after I said what I said and when they told me how they felt about the situation, you know I really tried to justify my lie as if it was okay for me to dictate how they should feel when I'm the one who hurt them? Yikes! The ENTITLEMENT...