July's Retrospect
" I once read somewhere that if you wake up in the middle of the night with a prayer at the tip of your tongue, it's because God wants to speak with you. So you should never ignore that precious moment." Last night I woke up feeling blue and full of words. They were so all over the place that I decided to take some time and just sit up and re-organize my thoughts. I was so sleepy though but I couldn't go back to bed no matter how hard I tried. After a lot of hesitation, I came to the conclusion that I had to face myself. I realized just how overdue this prayer was so I started it like this: " Dear God, I know you're probably laughing right now, saying to yourself that you knew I'd be back at this exact spot - laying on my back - trying to find the words to tell you. You probably also know exactly what I am about to say next. But for my sake, I will say it out loud to also hear myself when I say these things. I need answers. I have a lot of ques...